[[about me]]
My idols are Asakura Yoh and Spongebob Squarepants!


[[likes]]
Animation on Meli's LIKE list... Get Backers, Sousei No Aquarion, Sailormoon,Kujibiki Unbalance, Pokemon, Flame of Recca, Fushigi Yuugi, Gatekeepers, Cyberteam in Akihabara, Kamikaze Kaitou Jeanne, Now and Then, Here and There ,Gokusen, Shaman King, Midori No Hibi, Ultra Maniac, Bokusatsu Tenshi Dokuro-chan.

Meli is a crazy fangirl of...KUJA, Kazuki Fuchoin, Pikachu! and SPONGEBOB SQUAREPANTS!
Interesting hobbies include drawing cute manga stuff and appreciating most stuff Japanese.


[[Stuff i want]]
Angelic Pretty
Baby, The Stars Shine Bright
H-Naoto&T.Kunimoto
Kana
Putumayo
Atelier BOZ
Sex Pot ReVeNGe

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Wednesday, October 04, 2006


aiyaya, for anyone still so enthu!!! about my blog, i've switched to LJ... its
http://chibimeli.livejournal.com/


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Thursday, July 27, 2006


^^ wee, Gakuen Heaven is so heavenly! i had a great time watching it, partly because its only 13 episodes but more importantly, because i love it!!
the first episode was a little annoying though, almost everyone made an appearance in the first episode... that's like... (counting...) keita, kazuki, niwa, kaoru-chan~, omi, nakajima, the twins, shunsuke, umino-sensei (not very sure), shinomiya, iwai, naruse and the doctor. hmmm, that would be 14 guys, wow!

and i worship hamu-hamu heaven!! all of them become hamsters, and keita's voice is soo hamster-ish!! hah.... from after the exams, i will be lurking around kkhm for GH stuff, heh heh.. i suppose that's 1 way to give my support. will there be a gakuen heaven 2?????

Yay, BL anime is so wickedly wonderful!.. the love, the longing, the hugging, the "where have you been?! i've been worried sick about you!", the cute faces and for Gakuen Heaven, its the kissing! wee... at times like these, i truly believe that i live solely for anime. BL anime.



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Friday, July 21, 2006


i have finally succumbed to the Y-virus... After 5 long years of hiding it deep inside my fat suit, the Y-virus has festered up and exploded all over me like salt all over the fries at tampines mall macdonalds.

i've tried to promote sousei no aquarion but sigh, i can't believe only one day at Cosfest '06 and my friends are swooning over bleach. i mean, i don't hate bleach but i know better stuff than bleach. Aquarion needs more love... T.T

i think i actually i like the Y-virus, what with all the animes i've been watching.. Like erm, gakuen heaven, sukisyo, princess princess, yami no matsuei and my favourite... Kyou Kara Maou.
nevermind! even if i can't find any Aquarion merchandise, i'll pour my love (love=money) into kyou kara maou!!!

i feel as though this semester's gone by really fast, why? oh well...



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Monday, June 19, 2006


ah.... so many things have happened over the course of a.. errr, few weeks.

like, last last week i went to Streetfest on sunday!! it was so cool, saw so many cool people, i love the punks!! the bands were, erm, ok i guess. there was just this girl that sang 2 songs i knew and she sang it BADLY. oh well... i'm not gonna say who it is because there are probably people who are talking about me and my super, not-lolita-ish shoes. Ugh, atleast the nightmare of me getting pulled into a corner and getting beaten up is over. heh, oh well, can't wait for streetfest again next year! mostly 'coz i went to the arcade while it was raining heavily.
yeah, thanks to coreen and amirah for coming along with me!!

hmmm, i saw miwitch there, diana too.. haha, diana was so funny, she was like, i can't see without my glasses, i bang onto walls...
miwitch was funny too, she was like, how come everybody else has business except me? XD after that, i didn't think i wanted to tell that i bought an ear ring from the other stall.

i saw the handsome guy i like, actually i know his username and his real name but calling him 'The Handsome Guy' sounds so much better, hee hee... but i think he thinks i'm weird coz i said hi to him and he said huh, oh hi..

AHHH!! XD nevermind! i saw Thomas too! bwahaha, he wanted to get out of the rain so i offered my bright pink umbrella, haha.

Oh, my new favourite artiste would be Kumi Koda! sigh, after all those jokes about her being an old slut XD Another reason why i 'think' i like her would be 'coz she's a ganguro! Or atleast she looks like one;nice shiny tan, dyed hair and sexy clothes. i wish i could be a ganguro girl, but ganguro girls are all so thin and erm, are kinda like the ah-lians of japan. that's what i think.. But they're cute anyway! Yeah, they're into parapara and 9-inch platforms.

On 16 june, i visited the secret manga shop which isn't really a secret anymore.. Yes, its so deceiving, the road said upper changi but its just next to the mac donald's at bedok. i went with this girl called tsukushi, valle and coreen again! OMG, i didn't know there were really yaoi anime, which became existent to me when i heard tsukushi's mp3... err..

wee.


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Saturday, June 03, 2006


BOLD THOSE THAT APPLY TO YOU
(for my wonderful black-haired, white spectacled brown biatch..)

I have a cell phone.
I have friends that use me.
I am an only child.
I love dangly earrings.
I love cold weather.
I'm obsessed with the computer.
I have shot a gun before.
I can't live without music.
I have no tolerance of ignorant people.
I have ridden on a motorcycle before.
I'll be in this town forever. (sadly, yes.)
I've been to 5 other countries. (only malaysia, Hongkong & china)
I get annoyed easily.
I have neat handwriting.
I have more than a few horrible memories. (Had a particularly bad one yesterday...)
I am addicted to chocolate.
I am an atheist. (what's that?)
I love airplane rides. (love the clouds!!!)
I love taking pictures.
I hate people who are fake. (haha, i'm just as fake as plastic)
I can be mean when I want to.
My parents care about my grades.
One of my best friends is a girl. (duh! Girls are the better gender.)
I have way too many wallets.
I'm obsessed with lip gloss. (no.. gets stuck to my hair when the wind blows)
I am easy to talk to.
i would never eat raw fish.
i cry easily.
i hate it when people are late.
i procrastinate.
i love winter.
i have too many clothes for my closet/dresser.
i love to sleep.
i wish i were smarter.
i'm afraid of flying. (i wanna have wings!!)
i hate drama.
i bite my nails.
i have been on an 8 hour drive.
i never fight with my parents.
i love the beach. (i HATE the beach, stupid place...)
i have never had the chicken pox.
i have gone out in public in my pajamas.
i can't control my emotions.
i have a best friend.
i have moved more than once.
i truly love my friends. (though i always get sucky presents for them, sorry!)
i have had braces. (no, i've taken care of my beautiful teeth.)
i have never broken a bone.
i hate my computer.
i love girls that play the drums.
i state the obvious.
i'm a happy person.
i love to dance.
i love to sing. (i'll sound like my hamsters...)
i love cleaning my room.
i tend to get jealous very easily.
i love cute underwear. (Yes, especially if a hot guy wears it XD)
i love night better than day. (i hate nights, don't ever ask me out at night.)
i don't like to study for tests.
i have been on the phone for over 5 hours. (with itchy-butt, the record was 8 hours)
i am too forgiving.
i have horrible sense of direction.
i miss elementary school.
i'm a daddy's girl.
i love the color pink.
i love to sew.
my eye color changes.
i should see a therapist.
i play on a girls sports team.
i become stressed easily.
i hate/detest liars.
i love the smell of rain.
i love my family.
i hate needles.
i am a perfectionist. (i wished!)
i always wanted to learn to play the drums.
i hate the feeling of failure.
i have friends in other countries.
i know how to cook.
i can be quite selfish at times, i still act like a little kid.i have food allergies.
i love to read.
i wish i were more motivated for school.
i love getting stuff in the mail.
i have problems with letting go of old feelings.
i hate being alone. (...)
i love summer.
i love the weekends.
i love black eyeliner.
i type with one hand. (hmmm, that actually sounds a little retarded)
i live in a one story house.
i wear make-up.
i have never rode on an underground subway.
i can't swim.
i have bad memories.
i go to church.
i sing in the shower. (i used too, but i found out everyone was laughing.. )
i hate cheerleaders. (i used to be & i still wanna be one!!)
i usually get what i want.
i have been on stage before.
i love roller coasters.
no one knows my full story of my life. (i don't think anyone would ever know, mwa ha ha)
i am close to my parents.
i don't have a curfew.


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Thursday, June 01, 2006


listening to ayumi hamasaki now... haha, it kinda reminds me of Haru, 'coz there was this girl telling everyone not to go there because the shop owner was blasting annoying ayumi hamasaki songs. Saying its loud is alright, but saying its Ayumi's fault is mean, oh well.. there're bitches like her everywhere...

what was it that i read.... oh, not what i read but how i got scolded during business law tutorial. At that time i was really mad at the tutor(can't remember how to spell his weird name) because he insulted my answer, saying he'd give it a 12/20. But later on, after thinking about what he said i realised i was wrong, heh heh.. i know i always give in to the enemy but this time i know i'm REALLY wrong.

he said the answer was correct, except that it was shoddy. he said, indirectly, that the one who answered that question didn't put in enough effort to get an A and so he won't give an A. the question was erm, to suggest something to the plaintiff and actually before giving advice u should first identify the problem.

it always counts when we put in the extra effort to make our work excellent, i think that's what he was trying to tell me... haha, leong was telling me the same thing too, he said it was service beyond expenditure. when u buy food from a macdonald's counter, may be later on, when u get to your seat n munch on your mcwings, they approach u to offer more sauces or serviettes. it sounds creepy but sometimes being a little more kind-hearted helps.

So... its the same with work. mayb it won't be our boss that notices it, but there's a certain personal satisfaction that we ourselves'll like. hee hee, even if that work involves getting revenge n mayb the extra step could be stabbing that bastard in the back. OOPS! thinking too much again.

i think now i'm not SOOO afraid of going out of the house in my costume. i think.. haha, i wouldn't know, i haven't done it since EOY... XD i really like that cross-dresser, he's so cute, and finally! A guy with pink hair! but as Meer, his boobs are still too small, haha...

my lolita dress is coming in 5 days time, i hope i don't get too fat by then.. i'm kinda worried i won't be able to fit into the dress.. Since for their L size, its still pretty small. Man, jap girls must be stick-thin.. Oh yeah, they are.... haha, thinking of Mana, Miki and Misao now... especially Mana... she's very very very thin. And dark. haha, sounds like a twig.

Cosfest is coming soon! and mua ha ha ha... if the Bleach team falls apart, i can still go as a lolita.. i don't wanna mention names but since she doesn't know me at all, haha, saiyuki_hime sucks!!! she's so tardy, i can't believe she sent me a mail saying there's an outing on saturday.. i mean, she should have done it earlier and she probably didn't bother reading my mail coz i'm not free on saturday. oh well, its her problem.. she seems so...heck care, like she wants everything to be convenient and just push it to a saturday when i'm NOT FREE.
saturday i'm not free coz i'll be going to orchard with Diana! she's really enthusiastic about lolita stuff and wears a lolita dress every saturday, how cute!! i'm just worried about the shoes... i don't know when they're coming, if they're shipped here then it probably means i got ripped off because i paid $88 for shoes costing only $44... Shit, i'm such a moron.

well, moron signing off... cost a/c g test tomorrow!


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Monday, May 22, 2006


ahh... another day where i feel i've gone to heaven..

the manga i want is coming out in english around october! and i found whatcomics brings in BLU manga!!! ahh!!! i just hope the guy brings it in... And if its whatcomics, they normally bring in manga 1 or 2 weeks before the actual issue date!! wee!!

gonna go to kino on thursday to check out if they have in jap... heh heh heh...
(i sound so crytic, but i don't care!!! XD!!!!!!!!!!!!!!)


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Thursday, May 18, 2006


wee, finally took out my sousei no aquarion to watch after around a year? yeah, it came out in 2005 and i'm watching now, ha ha..

It's so awesome! i'm glad i continued watching after episode one!! SnA is a mech anime but with a surprisingly good story. how to define good?... hmmm, the plot is kinda like those magical girl, magical boy story but its better 'coz its so complicated. you're always left wondering if the antagonist is evil or if he's just wants the hero. ha ha, sounds like a very, strange... relationship.. XD

Mmmm, the main character's name is Apollo (hahaha, almost forgot) and his 'girl friend' is Sylvia, eew sucky name. but! after watching her over the next 5 episodes, she's actually very very funny. not cute, eeww, never, but funny and haha she's like secretly perverted. Apollo runs on 4 legs and likes to bite things, no, he's not a dog. He is... the rumored reincarnation of the Solar Wing! that's the hero in SnA's world about 12000 years ago.

the other characters, Sirius, Reika, Tsugumi, Jun, Pierre (haha, definitely) and Rena are all so lovable!! their commander, can't remember his name, is so philosophical and really really cool. even though everyone calls him a dirty old man.

oh, don't forget the mechs! vector luna, sol and mars which can combine into a super huge robot called aquarion. and of course, combining, or in the anime its called uniting, the vectors differently produces a different aquarion. i don't know the rest, haha, i suck at understand mechs, that's a fact.

i like the anime mostly because its funny, and philosophical and i like the character development. oh oh, and the mechs, or everything mechanical is in 3D!! from what amirah said about MAYA, wow! i mean, they made the right stuff 3D. not like gatekeepers, haha... 3D surroundings? no thanks. the anime does have some hentai parts, but they put it all in a very scientific way that you just wanna end up laughing! XD

ha.... i feel so enlightened, even though my grades are slipping. oh yeah, heh heh.. my Uwasa no futari came in last sunday. i can't believe i read it, and i can't believe MYSELF for lending it to coreen to read too, and she even said it was OK! XD ha ha...
its all in jap, and i don't wanna be a poser and pretend i know japanese and say i understand when actually i don't. the only way i know what 'appears' to be going on is by looking at the pics, ha ha... ah... i DID manage to read the two guys' surnames, the cute guy is akabane (XD unbelievable) and the 'handsome' guy is aoyama (like motoko?). Aoyama to me is just plain ugly. maybe its 'coz he's got slits for eyes, haha.. so bias...
oh well, its one thing to see it drawn out nicely, its another to see real guys do it.. yay, brokeback mountain!!

as usual, this is all the nonsense that flows from my head..



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Friday, May 05, 2006


Well!!!
i just thought all those new webbies i added had more value than just being at the bottom of my "fear of becoming what i hate post"!!

OMG, this is SOOO where jap fashion shines. i like, worship those shops... i still am, haha! maybe all this sudden enthu gig is 'coz of the gothic lolita magazine i bought, its called the gothic lolita bible and well, its as wonderful as one, except for the ugly guy in a dress :P
the brands i like the most are angelic pretty and putumayo, i like innocent world too but i think the website is down so i can't put it here :( oh, hahaha.. sex pot revenge sounds so provocative but its mostly punk attire, the amount of safety pins, chains and zips some of the clothes have is amazing.. using the washing machine is highly unadvised, haha..
the one called kana features Kana-chan! she has really cool nails and hair styles, one in my favourite colour, pink! and my OTHER favourite colour, blue! i haven't checked if she has any wigs in my other OTHER favourite colour, green! miwitch says kana sings too but she sounds like nails on a chalk board, ugh... that's a waste. oh!! and because of kana, i found the secret to natural-looking pink or blue hair, blonde eyebrows!!! mmmm, i'm scared to bleach my hair, how can i even move onto bleaching my brow hair?...

moving on... like what i said in the previous post, atelier BOZ is more for celebs than regular people but well, if u have the cash, not even outerspace is the limit..

So.. all this is dedicated to the lolita world, i hope the world excepts fat lolitas. an interesting thing to point out is that when u search the word lolita on msn, there'll be this warning saying lolita's related to sexual stuff. but i assure, the lolitas here are more dolly than sexy.. unless they're in those puffy underwear.. haha, just plain nonsense..




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i have always feared of being the one thing i hate the most.. An auntie.
not the kind of auntie like when i have a nephew or niece... that's still okay, what scares me is having that 'auntie' mentality.. the ugly, sloppy clothes or just plain ugly clothes.. being ugly and not doing anything about it, being boring...
ugh..

on a lighter note, i found some cool webbies of clothes i can never buy! (coz i'll never go to japan and i don't trust buying things off the net, i'm always the unlucky one who gets cheated.)
i like them SO MUCH, i'm gonna have them under the erm.. side.. panel thingie, dunno what that is.. haha..

Well, anyway.. from what miwitch told me, atelier BOZ has all the really expensive clothes that celebs buy and ooooh, i love putumayo! it has very very very CUTE apparel, bleh, never liked that word, it has very very very CUTE stuff!
Also, i've push my tagboard to the bottom, its not gone, haha...
*to anyone who reads this post, check out the shops!!


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Saturday, April 29, 2006


ah... its finally finished loading..
okay, in this post i wanna free my soul and list everyone who has made it into my punching list. its not any violent, its just that its so hard for me to make friends, sometimes well, some stuff thats hurtful to me has to kept quiet otherwise i'll lose the friendship, blah blah blah...
ANOTHER reason one might be on this list could be that you're a strong stubborn person which really justs pisses me off, i mean, we're living in the age of money, ever heard of being pragmatic? sigh, my sweet drow Jarlaxle...
if i were in a room where ALL of my friends were, i think my skin'd peel off faster than a banana coz well, different chemical reaction to different people. its not so bad now, most people know me as the goofy, ignorant, loud-mouthed idiot, haha... but not last time so it gets so confusing!

well, that's not the topic... this is! (in any way someone feels offended, well, too bad, that's how i felt) its a short list.

Felt like punching...
kor kor ALOT of times
mommy ALOT of times
amirah ALOT of times
grace ALOT of times
leong ALOT of times
tabitha many times
mei hui sometimes
samuel sometimes
divya sometimes
daddy sometimes
samantha sometimes
charlene one time
judith one time
xiao ru one time

if you're not punchlisted, it probably means either you're a really sweet, accepting person, congrajulations i find no fault in you! Or... i don't know you well enough for you to hurt my principles. i may be deemed as vengeful but shrugs* thats just me.

i guess i like cosplaying because somehow i can be myself and still not myself. And meeting miwitch on thursday was so fulfilling... she gave me a free make-over, awesome! must remember to ask her to do my make-up on my wedding day!!!! XD
yeah, there was this issue in the forums that lolitas aren't supposed to wear pointy shoes but 1 of the models in the GLB wore one so i asked miwitch,"how?"
she said aiya, dun care about those people lah, wear what you like.
T_T sigh... that's what i always wanted to hear. it rings in my heart but sometimes the gut feeling gets enforced when there's a friend who shares the same values as you.

Oh, after checking the animate website (so cool!), i found 2 new erm... series to watch! aria and uwasa no futari or the loudest whisper. err, only problem's that the latter's in manga version and hee hee hee, i don't think kino sells manga of THAT kind of genre. Well, i'm all ready to set off and find it!!!


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Thursday, April 20, 2006


okay, the main reason, perhaps the only reason, why i'm blogging here in school is because i love the keyboard! it feels so nice and cute! cute, yes. it feels like you could type on and on and not get tired or incur some strange too-much-typing-on-the-keyboard disease.

i suddenly realised that miwitch sells a lot of nice lolita stuff. i hope the lolita dress comes soon because i wanna wear it to streetfest, if i can make it y then. damn, i had being a contradiction to myself but well, it'll happen to everyone who isn't stubborn.
i mean, stubborn is okay but things can't go my way all the time though i wish it would, ugh... the many i had to eat thaifood at the airport when fish&co was so nearby..... T_T

i think i'll go buy some pocky! 2 lectures today, yay, slack time!


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Tuesday, April 18, 2006


wee, first two days of a new semester and i'm pushing up daisies already! well, not yet but soon..
fell asleep in japanese class today during this funny, almost cold video about this teacher who can... teach hiragana in 45 mins. if i learnt as fast as i fell asleep, it would have been a 5 min breaking record!

OMG, i saw the streetlife cosplayers '04 on tv mobile!! luckily the camera was focusing on the cross-dresser girl, i hope no one notices the fat lump at the side.... i feel even more like a moron because amirah and i got interviewed by some NTU people and they thought we were like veteran cosplayers, sooo not happening.... Sigh, once again i have to stress, i feel like a moron. Boarding the S.S Moronic! *gets sea-sick and pukes..

i had amazing luck today, with my biz finance notes getting depreciated by shareholders, haha. first, xiao ru at mac, bleh! got folded, okay i'm fine with that. second, mei hui at FJ, splat. thanks goodies the floor was clean but it was really funny because the girl who was trying to tell me my notes dropped screwed up her face and pointed in weird directions, haha! until, ya, i saw my book on the floor.

what is it with that woman??? why does she have to announce her locking the bedroom door shut? what?? so annoying, it sucks when you have to depend on someone ELSE just so you can get into your room. i'm like a prisoner, wait that's wrong, i feel like a.... vagabond? cool, love the name but tramp suits my mood better, :(

err, so what was i saying?... erm, i changed my hammies food and they look so happy now! mei hui has a new pet dog called latte! and she likes getbackers, i, am just SO HAPPY! people should be free to enjoy the wonderful of getbackers, not brokebackers.


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Wednesday, April 12, 2006


who to go as???

priere from disgaea?... too indecent.
mint from dewprism?... err...
kid or harle from chrono trigger?... wah, i don't know!!

oh, unexpectedly, my trip to honky land was great. it was a real eye-opener for me as an 'artist' because everything was so different from singapore and i love the shoes, wee!!


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Thursday, April 06, 2006


crap, been searching for a while for a new blog skin to get rid of the bug eating the brains in my head.... weh!!!!!
i wanna get a brokeback mountain blogskin!!!!

phew, thank goodness only ai reads my blog...

hmmm... the movie had such a sad ending, its not disappointing, i expected something sad but not THIS sad.... why did jake have to die? why did heath act so hard-to-get? and why, oh why was he always mumbling???? learned a thing or two or jay chou??!

well, atleast i fulfilled one of the things to do before i die, see 2 guy smooching! ah, i feel so learned...

i like ganguro and yambala girls, i wonder why most people think they're ugly or weird, i wanna be a ganguro girl! atleast for a day.. wait, i did. i think.

haha, i met this girl who's nick was worldofdarkness to buy her punk coat... she told me quite a bit about crimson sanctuary and the crazy girls who frequent it. she said there was this girl who liked punk a lot and if she didn't like the way you carried out your punk outfit, she'll call people to drag you to a corner and beat the hell outta you...
yesterday and this morning it kept me thinking about brokeback... and how jake got killed just because he was different...
why? why do people do these kinda things? why do they wanna clobber, murder people who are different or imperfect?.. the world'll ain't perfect and it certainly isn't all the same.....

whoa, just saw a show that makes me hate mushrooms even more... its about this girl and this old witch who uses live people to cultivate mushrooms and there's this unlucky guy who has mushrooms growing out of his eyes, ugh...

oh, so what was i blogging about?.. oh yeah, i think maybe i'll change my blogskin soon. or maybe i should change it now, coz the show i'm watching is scaring the hell outta me....


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Tuesday, April 04, 2006


wow, over the past few days i've experienced so many kinds of feelings/emotions...

korkor threw a surprise birthday party for me at marche! he's lucky i wasn't that hungry... mei hui, xiao ru, coreen, amirah and grace came!! yay, my best buddies!
i was really touched when i saw the card mei hui made for me.. it had the getbackers on it, though himiko was missing, and kazuki inside!!! i wanted to cry when i saw everyone there but i'm a frigid bitch so i didn't, haha..
ah, those were one of the few times i felt truly blessed.

blah blah, monday, the animals came over to play. we screamed at the Crazy Taxi and Pac-Man Fever, haha..

today... sigh...
i thought it would be a live-changing day. it still is, but in a different way.
i watched brokeback mountain... ugh, felt my back crack...
i thought i would have gotten scarred for life because i saw 2 guys err, kissing?(super hot scene) but no, i'm sad and mad!
i hate society, i'm gonna be a punk!



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Friday, March 31, 2006


wee, i went for the class chalet and it was awesome!! haha, but i do feel like a moron because i didn't know the chalet was at changi beach and not east coast park.
at the beginning, i was really mad because the weather was so hot but i couldn't tie up my hair because it was still wet... and i was late meeting meihui and xiaoru..
we missed the shuttle bus so we took a cab instead, with meimei paying..
i checked out the chalet, it was pretty awesome too and when we went in, everyone was sleeping nice and soundly. a few stomps up the stairs and we headed for the girls' room. wee, there were 6 of them all in 1 tiny room... but the cozy feeling was there, especially since the curtains weren't drawn yet.
we all talked for a while, i just laughed as usual then we went downstairs.
mahjong, card games, mtv and junk food was all i could remember. imagine if we really had to live in that house, all of us... whoa, scary thought.

mmm, i liked the feeling of chillin' out in the air-conditioned room with sunlight pouring through the windows and u can hear cool music in the background... wow... i'm glad i know how it feels...

shortly after realising that someone in our class has a spiderman toothbrush, we all got ready to head over to changi village for lunch, yeah, at 2 plus... its probably more of tea to me.
in the end, we didn't rent any bikes because they were at such a rip-off price. the next 1 and 1/2 hour was spent walking from changi beach to the hawker centre at east coast park. hah... it was all wonderful... the weather was cool and the sun was somewhere far from me...
we all walked and talked along the way, i took lots of photos (which i'll post here later...) and at the back of my mind i was thinking, i could walk and walk for hours if life was as serene as that whole journey.

when we reached the hawker centre, the girls ate while the guys went to check out bike rental prices somewhere a little far away. i really have no idea how they counted for us but in the end, i got to ride a bike back by myself!! while some of us were waiting, we saw this place where people can try out wake-boarding or something close to that. it was so funny seeing people letting go of the baton and falling into the water, hahaha!!
there were some minor bike problems, err, well, its cause some of the girls didn't know how to ride bikes, i was so afraid i had to ride a double bike coz i was going home later. i didn't, mwa haha!!

total time to arrive back at base:1/2 hour

i didn't stay for the BBQ but its okay, i had a fun time at the playground, there was this funny spinning platform with handles to hold onto and it looked so fun, i tried it too!!
on the 2nd try, someone far away would have seen 4 screaming girls spinning around madly and holding onto the handles desperately....

ahh, the great chalet thingie for me was over, i had a superb time...
maybe this is why we should always try something new, though it seems scary but it could be such a wonderful thing. ha.... gonna go sleep...


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Tuesday, March 28, 2006


i'm going to hong kong soon! bleh, not that excited actually, but its always like that. not enthu.. but when u get there, soo enthu!!

i met ai today and forgot to get her hp number, oh well..
haha, while i was waiting, i thought, "oh no, did she leave already? i was half an hour late..." bwa hahaha, luckily i wasn't. she was later than me!
she's cool and i finally have another anime friend and one who's from SP, its like collecting stuff. i'm collecting friends from different polys, then i check if nyp's really that good. the anime club looked so awesome and fun but it was a disappointment in the end, i hope me being in the new committee changes that!! like ai said, take charge!

ha.... that was the good part of this afternoon.

now, for the bad part. my family's always telling me to be more assertive and stand up for yourself, that kinda crap. well, it is crap. they are so bogus, i mean, the only people who actually mess me up are my dear family members.
daddy keeps telling me i'm fat, don't i realise that, that kinda stuff
mommy is uh... personal slave..
korkor is PMS overload, he can toy with u, take your money but of course it doesn't work the other way round.

but the thing i hate most is i love my home, i love my house. i'm not like other kids where they hate their family so they stay out late or at school. i can't do that, i don't even like staying out pass 7pm... which is why its so... err, jeopardizing...
i love my pika and my hammies too.. but they'e in the same house as the most annoying people in the world. sigh, its a paradox.

well, on a much lighter note, i'm going for the chalet tommorrow. ugh... i hate BBQs, they're always at night.


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Thursday, March 23, 2006


whoa, loads of stuff happened this week.. let's review..
Monday!
took a taxi to school for a club event and to return yasmine her ez-link card. argh, she dismissed me as soon as i gave her the card, i can't believe it! and and, clara and dionne were there too! what did they tell me? they weren't in charge anymore... geez, i guess birds of a feather really do fly together... i can't WAIT for hunting season, gonna get my gun ready.
then i remembered that sam wanted to go out with me today but i told her i was busy, so i called her and later on, we met for lunch. Free lunch!
surprised yet somehow expected, sam got spotted to be a model! i went with her for the interview to make sure she didn't get cheated or anything, and wow, the tiny office was so posh.. there even was a chandelier in the waiting room, but since there's only 2 rooms, i guess it didn't cost that much.
ah... free lunch at phin's steakhouse. i called it fin's and sam kept calling it pine's but even though, yeah, i was right, i called it pine's in the end, ahh! phin's actually a short form of dolphin's. the original lady owner called it dolphin's but her son changed it to phin's, bad idea. i had spagetti alfredo, fries, 2 pots of green tea and a fried mars bar!! fried mars bars totally rule!!! and that was all free... haha, its so obvious the asst. manager likes sam and that's why he charged everything to his account, whatever that is...
i went bugis village, it was like... lolita and punk heaven... to me, since i'm a noob about that stuff. must go there again...

Tuesday!
cancelled meeting with miwitch, not enough money to buy the skirt yet...
but i did have enough money to watch underworld: evolution! it was so funny and sick.. the beginning had really painful-looking gory scenes which had no effect on zalifah and then later on, there were intimate scenes which had no effect one me, haha! either time, one of us were covering our eyes, but all i could think of in the scene was that, "wow, smooth skin... must have used air brush or lots of foundation..."
we met tabby at far east plaza and bumped into jie zhi on the 3rd floor i think.
when zalifah had to go off, tabby and i walked here, there, everywhere. she gave me fashion tips on the mrt train, though now its quite foggy, i can remember something about earthy colours... oh well..

Wednesday!
amirah came over! she made a real animation about ricey the rice sack and shit. she even made a cd and a cd cover, wow, so that's what digital media design teaches you! she almost squeezed the life out of my hamsters... and yay, i found someone who wants to watch brokeback mountain too! crap, when u're 18, u wanna watch r21 movies...
i showed her kujibiki unbalanced and naruto, the first one made a better impression.

Thursday!
met leong! he brought along his mom's chrysanthemum tea... hope i spelt that right... i got to see someone playing house of the dead 4 and it was awesome!! he shot everything down, even those who did a surprise attack! i was just gasping everytime one popped out of nowhere... its too much for me... sigh, i'm sucha weenie....
DDR was great though, atleast i know something i'm ok at. PPP too, but sadly parapara is a now dead trend and everyone who plays the machine is only interested in acting cool or trying to attract attention....

even though i keep complaining about amirah all the time, i still like her because when i give stuff to her to watch, she watches it (somehow) .. she doesn't give excuses like she has no time or she doesn't like it and amirah's like, a super busy and narrow-minded person. i don't know, i just get hurt sometimes when i lend people stuff and they don't even bother reading or watching it.. i mean, when i like something, i'd like to share it with my friends and sigh.... like, can't they keep an open mind???? luckily there still are appreciative people around.


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Saturday, March 18, 2006


wow, AAA has a website... www.sakuran-aaa.co.nr

since i'm not intending to go, i wonder what i should write in my excuse letter... maybe i should ask mommy to write it for me.. she knows better. wait, then my effective writing skills would have gone to waste!!! ha ha ha, got B for it, not good not good.

my kor kor's playing ff x-2 now, the monsters are huMONGous... i still like Disgaea more, probably because i can level up like crazy!!

i bought this anime called Angel Links quite a long time but didn't put in effort to watch it... Until now!! its such a nicely-drawn anime with a fast-pace story (for impatient people like me) and its by Sunrise, huh, same company that made gundam seed... oh, but the artist is different, i remember thomas telling me that the creator for seed had an older anime called dead agressor -or something close to that- but it wasn't very popular because it was too sadistic, a character would die every episode, even some main characters too!


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Thursday, March 16, 2006


some strange stuff...
this picture's dedicated to ai, who wants to see my little pet tachikoma..
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a closer look at its face/head
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tachikoma slayed by legolas!! bad legolas! hey,its underside looks like a spider...
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this is me telling u where my house is.
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Wednesday, March 15, 2006


i like my nickname chibimeli....
whoa, watched bleach just now, so sleepy... its a nice anime, i just wish they wouldn't talk so much or read their thoughts out aloud... oh well, its a real jap anime, all that's missing are those H-rated bikini girls... Zzzz....
yasmine says i have to go for a sakuran club meeting tommorrow because i'm part of the committee, i wished...
hmmm, i think i wanna try out the lolita style of dressing. in a weird way, that sounds as though its related to salad dressing...

anyway, there's this awesome shop at far east plaza that sells anime figurines, like La Tendo! its called ToyzQuest or something like that... i'm gonna join their mailing list and become even more broke!
went out with coreen today, tried the fried mars bar, very very yummy. it sounds overwhelmingly disgusting but mmmm, missing it is a sin..

Sigh, i like cosplaying, even for fun... Zzzz... Yesterday, i went for my peppita photoshoot out in my own bedok town park, wee, attracted so many people and insects. shoes fell apart... bangles couldn't fit and thomas had to hold it while i tried to rip my hand out of it.. my eye make-up smudge, i met him 45 mins late, haha...
yeah, what a great day it was.

oh.. i just wish there i would be able to cosplay someone from which the anime/game is likeable (by me) and i like the character too... peppita, hell yeah, i love peppita and her furry friend but star ocean 3 was a bit of a let-down and i've never even finished star ocean 2.. i love my kaolla too but love hina can go overaboard a hell lot of times...
maybe i'll try overload priere from disgaea, haha... but first, i gotta kick her ass and make her join my party first.


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Wednesday, March 01, 2006


saw these on charlene's blog... just HAD to try them!

You Are 60% Abnormal

You are at high risk for being a psychopath. It is very likely that you have no soul.

You are at medium risk for having a borderline personality. It is somewhat likely that you are a chaotic mess.

You are at medium risk for having a narcissistic personality. It is somewhat likely that you are in love with your own reflection.

You are at medium risk for having a social phobia. It is somewhat likely that you feel most comfortable in your mom's basement.

You are at medium risk for obsessive compulsive disorder. It is somewhat likely that you are addicted to hand sanitizer.





Your Scholastic Strength Is Deep Thinking

You aren't afraid to delve head first into a difficult subject, with mastery as your goal.
You are talented at adapting, motivating others, managing resources, and analyzing risk.

You should major in:

Philosophy
Music
Theology
Art
History
Foreign language





You Are 40% Boyish and 60% Girlish

You are pretty evenly split down the middle - a total eunuch.
Okay, kidding about the eunuch part. But you do get along with both sexes.
You reject traditional gender roles. However, you don't actively fight them.
You're just you. You don't try to be what people expect you to be.





Your Eyes Should Be Violet

Your eyes reflect: Mystery and allure

What's hidden behind your eyes: A quiet passion





Your Superhero Profile

Your Superhero Name is The Jet Atom
Your Superpower is Near-death Experience
Your Weakness is Cowboys
Your Weapon is Your Turbo Stinger
Your Mode of Transportation is Teleporter





Your Animal Personality

Your Power Animal: Deer

Animal You Were in a Past Life: Panda

You are a fun-seeker - an adventurous, risk-taker.
While you are spontaneous, you are not very rational.





You Are 7 Years Old

Under 12: You are a kid at heart. You still have an optimistic life view - and you look at the world with awe.

13-19: You are a teenager at heart. You question authority and are still trying to find your place in this world.

20-29: You are a twentysomething at heart. You feel excited about what's to come... love, work, and new experiences.

30-39: You are a thirtysomething at heart. You've had a taste of success and true love, but you want more!

40+: You are a mature adult. You've been through most of the ups and downs of life already. Now you get to sit back and relax.





Your Brain's Pattern

You have a tempered, reasonable way of thinking.
You tend to take every new idea in, and meld it with your world view.
For you, everything is always changing. Each moment is different.
Your thinking process tends to be very natural - with no beginnings or endings.





The Keys to Your Heart

You are attracted to obedience and warmth.

In love, you feel the most alive when your partner is patient and never willing to give up on you.

You'd like to your lover to think you are optimistic and happy.

You would be forced to break up with someone who was emotional, moody, and difficult to please.

Your ideal relationship is lasting. You want a relationship that looks to the future... one you can grow with.

Your risk of cheating is low. Even if you're tempted, you'd try hard not to do it.

You think of marriage pessimistically. You don't think happy marriages exist anymore.

In this moment, you think of love as commitment. Love only works when both people are totally devoted.


You Are 76% Open Minded

You are so open minded that your brain may have fallen out!
Well, not really. But you may be confused on where you stand.
You don't have a judgemental bone in your body, and you're very accepting.
You enjoy the best of every life philosophy, even if you sometimes contradict yourself.





You Are Not Scary

Everyone loves you. Isn't that sweet?


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Tuesday, February 21, 2006


yippie, my rabbit sports jacket is here!! miwitch is sooo totally on time, i wonder how she bugged those people into hurrying up?...

And yay, tomorrow's my last paper, Stats!! cool, stats is so much like A maths, maybe they're cousins and later on, i can dream of taking another awesome module, Calculus! i think its like A maths but with a nicer name...

Schedule for the next 3 days.....

Thursday:
morning - take stats paper.. and pass!(i'd better, or i'll just hang myself..)
early afternoon - go to sunshine plaza to buy comics and NEW* tachikoma model kit!!
late afternoon - head down to PS and meet leong, haven't seen that dude in a long time... Then we can DDR!
early evening - go to cityhall mrt station and pick up jacket from miwitch, probably eat bread with her too, haha! sigh... good...
err, still early evening - go to parco and meet iodoethane for some ordering stuff
after that - GO HOME!

Friday:
morning - meet sam at 10:30am... ugh.. why did i even agree to that, so early...
afternoon - manicure nails, shopping, watch movies, cousin-to-cousin bonding, etc
after that - GO HOME!!

Saturday:
afternoon - collect xbox at funan centre, i wonder if daddy'll let me visit gamescore....
after that - LUNCH.

Another great thing that happened was the creation of oatmeal chocolate chip cookies! haha, even i thought they sounded gross, what more when it comes to tasting them, but they are in fact, very yummy!
korkor and i added in a whole block of butter and a pack of horlicks and the leftover chocolate chips, an odd but surprisingly nice combo.

Ahh, but i think i know why i'm having stomach aches... the oatmeal... ugh....


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Wednesday, February 15, 2006


why do we feel so depressed and alone at times?

Its 'coz we're freakin' BORED! when we have fun, we never think of how few our friends are or that we're gonna die some day. But when we have nothing to do, our feeble minds begin to wonder about things that are not really what we usually think of, its not wrong but it IS a big waste of time.
i mean, most of the people that go for those psycho therapy things are most often rich, bored people who have nothing better to do. we don't see construction workers or labourers going to see a psychologist, you know why?
Because they don't have money and time to waste, they're busy trying to make a living, to make sure they can pay their bills at the end of the month.

And so, thats why we have hobbies or interests, something like that. its to keep our minds thinking and not worrying about things that do us no good. but i guess there are weird people who enjoy hurting them, weird...


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i'm selling away my beloved platform shoes.... except for the fact that it was too high and shaky, plus daddy thinking it looks so ah lian, i still like it! But i have to be pragmatic!!! i always thought that word had something to do with pregnancy, hmmm..
a few days ago, kor kor and i baked cookies! No, not just cookies, but cookie bars! every crumb is filled with yummy buttery-ness and 60% of it is actually hershey's semi-sweet chocolate, awesome! i hope i can bake more of it..
a few days later, now i mean, i met up with miwitch at cityhall. she got for me the vivienne westwood pendant, its so pretty! mommy said it looked like the icon for the daily planet in metropolis and while i was wondering to myself why i spent $30 on a necklace with such a weird brand, mommy then told me vivienne was blah blah blah, some really trend-setting designer. Then i said, ok.


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Thursday, February 09, 2006


yay, korkor printed the disgaea guide book for me! its completely in black and white but i think its still so pretty! He also bought back cookie mix, chocolate chip and walnut chocolate chip, he can have the walnut chocolate chip cookies all for himself. Bleh...
Today it was my last presentation, which went quite well except that i didn't help much, just acted out as the mouse-button clicker. Of course, this tells me never to go into the food catering business, it really sucks hell unless you're as famous as Pizza Hut. Then again, Pizza Hut started out as a real shop then branched into delivery later on. Wah, i saw their love-berry pizza(something like that) and it looks super yummy.... Must try on sunday while watching my ever-entertaining 3-hour marathon of 'The Nanny'!
Crap, the right shift key isn't working...

Anyway, Samantha's gonna get her o' level results tomorrow, i hope she can get into poly... But she'll be doing nursing, maybe she'll be a fashionable nurse by then... Those kind with thick make-up and ultra mini-skirt.

I saw a chocolate shoe in the Urban newspaper, looks quite groteque but after a while, i think i'll get over it.. Its gorgeous with its purple shine, its nice.

Wah, very tired, i wanna go sleep...


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Thursday, February 02, 2006


currently wasting precious life by blogging in school...

sigh, after meeting up with yet another member of sgcafe, i was introduced to even more cool jap stuff. what is it? gothic lolita stuff.
the sweet lolita stuff is really cute but mei hui and xiao ru said it was so girl-girl.. haha, err, aiya, its just lots of lacey, sugary goodness.
i went to judith's friend's shop, haru, i think i blogged about it.. well, the clothes she brings in from japan are totally awesome but i can't fit in any of them!.... even the fluffy skirts....

then, after meeting miwitch, this girl who sells lolita stuff too but doesn't have her own shop, she has loads of lolita accessories for sale. And i wanna buy them!!! but what if i can't fit in them?? or what if i can't find anything to match them with???
sigh.... and i 'think' i prefer harajuku fashion to lolita...

ok, forget that crap. after doing some research, i have realised that the jap seventeen mag and ego system are the best stuff for me. i am SO not into harajuku style anymore, and actually lolita IS part of the harajuku fashion scene.
a small part of me does still feel sad about how jap teens dress but luckily there are still some fashionable ones out there like miki, mana and misa. U go girls!!


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Tuesday, January 31, 2006


sigh.... korkor finished God of War a few days ago.. though it is really brutal and there are naked girls everywhere with enlarged boobs, God of War makes a nice action game... it has somehow, inspired me and made me realise that M-rated games do make it in the gaming world.
but i'll leave out the monsters with their 'stuff' so plainly visible.

yeah, God of War is kinda like a movie with bloody head-chopping action! Wee!


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Tuesday, January 03, 2006



I am Fuuchouin Kadsuki.
Which GetBackers Character Are You?


ok, whatever...

thomas recently bugged me, ok, that was yesterday, about blogging. i kept wondering, what on earth can i talk about?
well, i've found my topic. Kuja!

kuja, the love of my life, its not kazuki because i'm not sure whether the getbackers manga's gonna kill him off and i wouldn't want to be worshipping a dead guy. A really cute, dead guy.

from what i can gather, kuja's surname would probably be tribal since he IS zidane's older brother. but why? why on earth does he have the privilege of getting a worshipper like moi? (the power of a crazy fan-girl is limitless)

well, for one thing...


    Kuja's flawless! physically, i mean. sounds weird but its true, especially to a fan-girl. he's got beautiful hair that resembles cascading mercury and i totally LOVE his 21-inch waist. his face, quoting from a fanfiction writer,"was chiselled by the hands of the gods...". Now isn't that splendid? If i ever marry him, i'll go into more detail coz' thats all i can see!

    he's got killer fashion sense! whoa, those thigh high boots are probably what every jap girl wants! i want them too but i don't think it can even fit at the ankles... And Kuja is practically covered from top to toe but he's still so cool! sephy's like that too but its different!! sephy wears black, black always makes a person look cool. and if not, look like he's going to a funeral.
    but anyway, kuja's almost all white except for the boots and he's outshines dagger tenfold! wait, dagger's a girl. oopies, well anyway, i'd like to confirm to KOR KOR that Kuja isn't wearing a skirt! NO NO NO!!

    like me, he's got an award-winning laugh that as sticky as an earworm! let me demonstrate... Mwa ha ha ha ha ha! sounds so familiar, doesn't it?

    he's a wizard! or maybe a sorceror. nah, he looks really hard-working, he's a wizard. Everyone loves wizards! expecially in a team, an online team. the wizard's always the one dishing out the enemies' asses and handing them back! plus, unlike smelly fighters or fishy thievies, wizards are always clean and nice-smelling... Mmmm .... in ff9, a replica of the medieval ages (until u see airships and genomes) sports civillizations where people bathe maybe once in 2 months!! Eww factor!
    Kuja is so totally not one of those bloke... i bet he even conditions his hair and uses facial masks, oooh, cool, we have identical ablutions!

    ... Kuja's just ALL THAT! AND! important! he doesn't get a sad ending, like how he dies or something. i just hate that kind of stuff. i'd rather have some half-baked all SOO 'mysterious' ending like Flame of Recca and Shaman King than people dying, dying. or the kind where people leave, couples leave, or dreams are left unfulfilled. i was so scared to see midori no hibi conclude with midori never having the courage to speak to seiji.... THANK GOODNESS, she still had some brains left in her to go find him!

    fanfiction spreads love... it does. like, i read this extremely funny fanfic about Kuja and the ff9 crew, so funny! it really made me like him a lot more, even though fanfics are just spin-offs. but this spin-off was truly well-written in a way that it seemed Kuja did end up the way he did in that fanfic.
    unfortunately, that fanfic was.. erm... yaoi?
    but not the hardcore kind, phew... just some graphical details...


Alright! i've made my point.



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Tuesday, December 20, 2005


ah, i'm so happy! i met judith yesterday and we walked 'round and 'round orchard road until my arm got sore from carry heavy stuff. i visited Haru, this gothic lolita shop and the outfits are totally cute, some are kinda of, erm, how would u say it... girl-girl like?
haa.... i bought a nice white flower head-dress and i still owe her $15.

today, i'm happy again! mei hui and coreen came over for lunch... then i introduced them to my hammies, which i think, coreen fell in love with straight away! and i never knew shido and kitty jr. were the friendlier hammies, i just thought they both were really slow and docile. after exchanging presents, i got mei hui's present!! it was a giant totoro! with a semi-detachable head! i screamed at first but later it just reminded me of happy tree friends and we all started laughing.
i hope mei hui likes my present...

tonight, i was disgusted at how hentai anime can be.... sigh, always making the wrong choices..


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Sunday, December 18, 2005


watched 'legally blonde' just now, haha, its so totally one of those pick-me-ups a girl needs some times. well, unless the viewer truly is some boring, ugly, serious person who wants to go to some overly preppy university.

i got to watch a movie with grace on friday! and thank goodness the tickets only cost $8 each... in US its like S$>15... the movie we watched was 'perhaps love' and ugh, i hate stupid endings. in some ways its good because the female lead is this super scrawny girl who can't sing to save her paycheck and takeshi kaneshiro is eew... his voice seems too low and shaky, and there are these times in the movie where you can hear his humming in the background and its VERY annoying.
another sad thing is that he acted like some slut, seducing the girl he loves and later on after he's had a go with her, he leaves. jacky cheung had the best voice but that's cheating! he's a professional singer, of course he's loads better than everyone else!
but hyuck hyuck, grace and i agree he's like this completely disgusting, dirty old man.
its alot like moulin rouge but in chinese. yeah...

yesterday, i baked cookies with kor kor! unfortunately it only worked out well when we both handed the cookie dough to auntie rose to take care of. i liked the cookies alot better than the brownies but the mixing is very strenuous 'coz KOR KOR didn't want to microwave the butter and we had this weird yellow block in the cookie batter.
I can see it now.... Korkor, the househusband...
well, that's just another day in the adventurous life of moi....


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Tuesday, December 13, 2005


for some strange reason, xiao ru becomes totally different at night. we were discussing the facts when i concluded that she changes from a pig to a were-pig. a very fascinating discovery also because she doesn't need the full moon to transform, its a daily thing.

sad, yesterday, it dawned on me that amirah and i have drifted apart. well i haven't, its amirah. So sad, she was the one to introduce me to para para and cosplay. sigh, does it have to end this way?
why can't i keep this friend? i mean, i've have everyone else but she's different. but even when i told her that, she was cold and said i changed. well, i did tell her that it seems she doesn't take me seriously. there are so many people i know, why does it have to be amirah that has to leave my side? i know we both belong to the world of weirdness, but hers and mine are different kinds of weirdness. i think i'm too free. but... neither do i want to ignore the coming of something really bad, something that i think i could have stopped if i weren't so ignorant. i know that because unless i bug a person to hell, they'll forget me and as freya says, being forgotten is worse than death.

yesterday night was really a blow to me and i was so pissed off until this morning when i had to rush off to study for stats. maybe i'm just too darn free. that's why i'm imagining things, yeah, i should just resume drawing!!

it really felt nice going to school because there's this nice, fuzzy feeling around my friends that makes life...nice. grr, my grammar variety sucks hell!!! but i'm sure you get the point. we finished the bulk of the online research project and xiao ru and i make a great team. i found out.
honestly, without her, i would have been stoning in the e-plaza until the day ends. but we accomplished so much together, its like mixing and exploding before concocting the perfect formula.

i still awe in the amazement that i've ended up where i wanted and i'm happier than ever. except for the amirah thing. but everything else, its like how you work hard for something you don't know, except that its powerful and great. i wanna do that for my poly life too, so when i work, i'll achieve a kind of happiness many times more marvelous than now.


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Sunday, December 11, 2005


for the crappy crap i had to go through just to get my peppita costume done for EOY.... it was totally worth it!
i'll never want to miss any major cosplay event, if i died, my spirit'll still be there.

time to prepare for next year as... dokuro-chan! mwa hahahaha!
but where am i gonna get a baseball bat?


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Wednesday, December 07, 2005


eeew, yesterday, i found out how creepy lawrence can be... i mean, the jerk was stalking us!
when we at food junction, he went to sit at the table next to us, i quickly gobbled up my chicken cutlet and the girls and i went off. we were walking across the blocks and suddenly while i was talking to xiao ru, he ran up to us and said "hello!"
normally, i'd reply but that was so freaky! why? coz i kept looking back when we left the food court, to make sure he didn't follow us... Nothing there, five seconds later, "hello!"

.... he actually ran just to catch up with us.....

later on, mei hui was making her animal jokes again and we kept laughing, then...
he was outside the tutorial hall...
the guy started bugging mei hui about what was so funny and that she should tell him too, blah blah blah, eew! As if they've even talked before! we try to save ourselves by going into the tutorial room but its still occupied! lawrence followed us, which is a normal thing, because its almost tutorial time. argh, i can't fault him for that, damn...

thats when i say, "ok.. let's go to the toilet.."
the girls agree and we hurry off, and he actually came along!
i think that if he were a girl, he'd be trailing us everywhere!! mei hui called sharon and quan yi for help, quan yi err, came to our rescue? yeah..

i don't know what's gone wrong inside that cranium of his, but the jerk's behaviour's instilling fear in us and i hate that! i like poly, and now some desperate weirdo is ruining everything!
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Monday, November 28, 2005


uh...
like omg, last week at internet blah blah blah tutorial, we learned about htmls and i made my very own website! In pink! And a hell lot of black too. oh, i can't wait for more of those lessons!! but typing the codes are tedious and very confusing, like how some codes have to be in caps and some have to be in american english.
uh... american english... tabitha pang comes to my mind.

today during lunch at food junction, mei hui took a picture of xiao ru's head and called it Beijing 101, haha!! it definitely does NOT sound funny now, but it kept me laughing after we finished lunch, went to 5th and 1st floor to find coms until i got asthma. AHAHAHA! damn, i wish i knew how to transfer pictures from the hp to the com, etc etc.

oooooh, judith's back in sg again! i gotta meet her one day...

EOY is driving me insane, first my props and shoes aren't even 0.01% existent and now i didn't get the coupons at the registration booth! luckily when i told amirah that, she was half-asleep and was too tired to err, scream?


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Friday, November 11, 2005


my ear itches and today, i met kor kor's girl friend. oooh, she looks really different from when i saw her picture in korkor's handphone.
anyway, the afterthought of kujibiki unbalance is really strong and so... i've dropped Lamune and Rozen Maiden... both are boring and their male leads are SOOO ugly! shinku is really cute and lolita-ish but that annoying Kun spoils everything! Lamune... errr, forgotten...


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ahh, i watched kujibiki unbalance!! only 3 episodes and, and its perfect! i can't wait for the rest of it to be released, or do i really have to watch genshiken too??


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Monday, October 31, 2005


today was a day of laughter, laughter and more laughter. amirah-chan came over and i couldn't believe it when she told me what sugee cookies are made of. but then, nothing yummy is ever healthy and so i shared my oreo cheesecake recipe with her, giving a slab of it to amirah-chan as lunch.
i think i'll cosplay dokuro-chan for the next cosplay after EOY. sigh, jmd this week has upset me again. damnation, damnation!

oh well, good people out there, enjoy deepavali.


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Tuesday, October 18, 2005


my new nyp teachers are sooo weird.
anyway, i got back to mei yin and she's alright! she even had the time to draw out a short drow joke featuring drizzt, liriel and pharaun. as usual, mei yin made pharaun really handsome... oh well, i like him too besides drizzt.
i also realised yesterday that the neverwinter nights story took place more than 20 years after bruenor claimed mythril hall which was really really long ago.

while thinking(something i rarely do) some time back on the bus, i kept telling myself i was some oddball introvert with ants for friends. but then i started recalling all the nice things my friends did for me and that warm fuzzy feeling of love hugged me like a fine woolly sweater. i guess its also coz i got to listen to that song 'what a wonderful world'

haaaaahh, i am so warm and fuzzy right now.



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Saturday, October 15, 2005


yay, i'm so happy today!! its like, JMD was passable! that buck-tooth bitch selphie n fat ass gin were sooo totally ignored by me, mwa hahahahahahaha!
i hope i can make it into the committee so that 3 years from now, i'll have much more to write about in my resume!! adam was scary and radiating that aura of extra-ness as usual but he's easily the best junior dancers among all of us. yasmine continues to intrigue me with her knowledge in the japanese language but the tone and fluency is still....NOT there. yeah, at the beginning i was like, what? then after 5 secs of processing, i understood her.

amirah's making samosas... how come she never gives any to me???

i'm thinking of joining the community service club. Ahahahahahahahahaha! it sounded stupid at first coz all 4 years in dunman sec i've loathed CIP but now.. well, as usual, mei hui preached to me about my good deeds would be noticed, i think its finally gotten into me... more stuff to write in my resume!!!!

sigh, i haven't practised drawing for some days now.. school's starting and i can't wait to see my classmates! err, me hopes..


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Friday, October 14, 2005


i wonder what happened to mei yin...

i feel the adrenaline...

in my neverwinter nights game, i finally became a red dragon disciple!! its sooo coool, u'll get a breath weapon, higher hit die, some random ability score boost too!


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Saturday, October 08, 2005


i feel like a complete lesbian right now and a few hours too 'coz i wanna start a Yasmine shrine where fanatic devotees can worship the greatness of Yasmine! she is soo totally cool and perfect for dancing hip-hop, but i just keep wondering why she likes to ward me off with her nails everytime i try to come close, ahaha!
this morning, i realised JMD's full of politics and its gonna be bloody difficult for me to become president. i was like, damn that lynette, why did she have to be the popular one? and i thought she was such a nice girl... well anyway, she got to hang out with the seniors and sucked up to them. or is it that she's really nice so everyone wants to stay near her?? WEH! it sucks to not be able to read minds!

the japanese fair was very small and where are all the japanese people??? there was cute stuff though, especially for otakus. heh heh heh... and when it was getting late, i was thinking, "haha, u JMD crabs, my house is like, SOOOOOO nearby." by then amirah had gone home, it was at most a ten minutes walk. the venue's tampines east community centre.
during the mini kohaku, i got scolded by mr. ota for sleeping.. what's his deal??? i can't help but succumb to the suckiness of that singaporean singer. and besides, lynette, mel, amirah and yasmine were laughing away and they didn't get scolded! grrrr, prejudice... Prejudice....
lynette had this ultra cute mp3, brand name speed from japan... its greeen and had a plastic coverings but i insisted it was clothes. for $200, 500++ mb and along with a sleek silver chain to wear the mp3 as an accessory, its a steal. she also said the sound effects were better than that of a creative mp3, so i went "oh..."

tonight, after realising what a pain my bro can be, i changed my perspective on JMD... meeee realised that life is truly suffering so what can be worse other than not trying with utmost effort???? mark my words, you JMD bitches, i WILL be president. then.... MWA HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!



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Thursday, September 29, 2005


you know, its a really weird feeling being able to wake up in the morning at 8 plus then freshen up a little to not bang onto unsuspecting objects. later on, at 9am with cereal you switch on the tv and voila! its saiyuki reload gunlock! followed by midori no hibi!
its sooo awesome to be able to watch quality anime in the morning on a weekday, i wonder if people in japan get to enjoy this... guess so, there's a few channels dedicated to anime 24/7 just like animax!
the only annoying thing's that the subtitles are in chinese n the dubbing is suicidal!!


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Wednesday, September 28, 2005


today, i'll report about non-sad stuff. like how, last week, leong and i tried playing guilty gear but it all summed up to him smacking all the buttons silly. i didn't feel that sad when we lost coz i got to see so many hot guys! at the beginning leong said they were easy wins coz the animation was stupid, my mind was like "yeah, stupid but cute... heh heh.."

and TOday, after our usual ddr session, i saw this guy that didn't look quite like a guy... leong suggested that maybe he was trying to be f4's vanness. the gayness of his name struck fear into me and he carried it off pretty well. later on, he played freestyle hardmode for parapara and well, he reminded me of bartop dancers. REJECTED bartop dancers. oh well, life's always showing us eye-bleeding things.


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Monday, September 26, 2005


the sadness in my heart is slowly filling up... why? why do we always get attention from the wrong people? why can't the people we like notice how hard we try to please them?
but whatever i say could apply to the people we have ignored for so long, though its inevidable that we truly hate them!!! like cockroaches!! why do they keep coming to me???!

went out with zalifah today... we watched brothers grimm, nice movie and all. later on, i got plagued by a huge headache and couldn't enjoy the benefits of having a shopping buddy!!

sigh... kazuki got his hair chopped off... i know, i know, atleast it wasn't his head but its still no consolation.. i also found out that there's a mosque hidden somewhere behind heeren, far from civilization (annoying traffic jams) ...

listening to harmonia now, so nice..............

can you hear me?

the sky is limitless and blue
the sea is endlessly large
to you, please remain smiling or else I’ll cry
you don’t have to look around now
because everyone are in these hands
wanting to cry, wanting to run
if you forget happiness then sing
light was born and dark was born, the two is together
feeling harmonia, telepathy
the cloud is white and drifts aimlessly
the rain isn’t black and crying anymore
when you look up, you’ll notice that single line
someday, the heart calls hallelujah
the wren that searches for an unchanging song
can you see that we’re all connected with an unseen thread?

feeling lonely, at the brim of being alone
if you’re buried, close your eyes and sing
even if we’re apart, on that same land,
under that mistletoe
feeling harmonia, telepathy
can you hear me?
to that dreamer, with love
I will deliver happiness to wherever so sing
if you forget happiness then sing
light was born and dark was born, the two is together
the final harmonia, telepathy
can you hear me?


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Saturday, September 24, 2005


i just realised that the only other song i can sing besides majulah singapura is melodies of life.

bah, i should just forget i ever posted that nonsense. the only reason why we think of such things is because we're too free. if singapore was under attacked by alien invaders who power their space crafts with our human blood, i assure all of you who suffer from neglection and depression would still be thinking the same way... i know the first person or people that will worry me would be my parents, coz they're the ones who are there when friends dump all their entrails on me.

at the beginning and at the end, we will always be alone. when we venture into the afterlife, we are alone. So better get used to it now!


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Thursday, September 22, 2005


watched tsukuyomi moon phase, eew, that guy is a bloody pedophile! i mean, the little girl being a wretched slut is soo passe and can be forgiven, but, but.. A grown man getting charmed by her? Gross! even if she did use her vampire powers to seduce him, he should at least have some moral dignity left in him to refuse that flat-chested brat!

today i watched sousei no aquarion. i was prepared to get bored to death like when i (was forced to )watched full metal panic: the 2nd raid and gundam seed... but i was wrong! surprisingly for a mech anime, the music composer wasn't deaf! and luckily for me, the creators weren't fans of H stuff and pedophiles! Yippie.

and actually i don't mind H stuff, as long as the couple's the same age. like dokuro and sakura, sakura's an worrywort & he gets tempted too easily but at least he's as young as dokuro-chan! bah, why i am saying all this?? oh yeah, coz i saw this primary school girl dressed like a slut but her mom's perfectly normal.

i discussed this pressing issue with leong yesterday and he made me realise, i'm not them, i don't have bothered about that kind of rubbish. so i said yah, i shouldn't be so concerned over these wannabe-sluts. Peace...

in japan's world of young fashion, tight 3/4 pants are no longer in style and so are those repulsive mini-sized jackets. yay!



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like OMG! i feel so bimbotic right now but the important thing is that 'fashion police' is soo cool! i mean, there was this casually-dressed girl in an office and the fashion police came to give her a make-over! it was totally awesome and absolutely interesting, like, i can't believe that a lime green jacket goes well with a bright pink top, of course adding khaki baggy pants.
i am SOOOO gonna do that when presentation time comes. who ever said office wear could only be black and white? oh yeah, my teacher... bah, buncha' fashion flops.
wee, entertainment tv channel is in!


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Wednesday, September 21, 2005


over a handful of eons, the human race has managed to spread like a plague. but unfortunately, unlike the plague, we can't be controlled. because of this, i believe, there are many individuals with odd personalities and yet inside, they all react the same way in unpleasant or over pleasant circumstances. this leads to the creation of the word "why?".

okaaay, that may not be the correct origin but suits me anyhow. So!... every time something baffles us, we are like,"why?" Why do people do the stupid things that they do? Why is a grown man playing with a brand new PSP while his poor son tugs at his pants for the same attention his dad is giving to the PSP? Why do i always keep seeing lizards scrambling across the walls? Why am i always coughing? Why isn't my torrent stuff downloading at the speed of light like zhi hao's?

i don't know and won't bother to find out more, these are questions that are trivial. But ahhhh, every mega crisis starts from the smallest of our actions and gestures, going unnoticed until its too late. why does it keep recurring? crud.. used why again....

i will never know, because i never know i was supposed to know.. So yeah, moving on...

i bought the kira cushion today! Sooo cute, but quite hard. went to check out art friend if they had sand paper and they did! there was also acrylic, styroform, blah blah and blah. isn't that a nice surprise?.. the only thing i have to worry about now would be whether i have a bench vice to secure the acrylic, daddy would never buy something like for me. but anyway, in all those shows that have woodshops or basements similar to that, the ending can be quite grosteque. (even by MY standards)

no AAA this week... i kinda missed AAA more than JMD, which is weird coz i didn't like AAA at first. Heh heh, maybe AAA really is what i've been waiting for all my CCA life. something slacky but interesting. :)


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Sunday, September 18, 2005


sometimes i wished i were dokuro-chan, then i could smash the brains out of people who are too arrogant to forgive the newbie-ness of others. i mean, do ALL non-asian people think we live in third-world countries? where we pick our noses and have proper toilets to flush? Geez, racism is as rampant as my hair...

anyway, racism is like poverty, it'll never leave.

read icewind dale today, it was great. Nice, short and sweet narration. i wonder why it doesn't make headlines like harry potter... its like, so totally better and the humour doesn't drag from paragraph to paragraph. but darn, i'm not getting the new series coz i haven't read davinci's code yet.

yesterday night, mommy was oogling over patty hou and her ultra shiny dress. oh man! that mid-autumn festival celebration was sooo boring i was surprised mommy stayed awake to watch through the whole thing. there was this china girl singer who was tan with a horsey-long face and even though i thought her fringe was nice, it didn't suit her at all.
before that, we were at parco and i got to hold a PSP!!! Weh.... it'll be eons till i get one and by then, tales of eternia'll be gone... why isn't it in english??? they had the engrish version for ps1, why not PSP???
hopefully the price drops or the sellers provide better product-bundles in the few months to come... heh heh heh...

one weird reason for mua up so late is coz i'm downloading kamichu. stupid thing better be worth watching.

read in the new paper so conveniently in front of me that the maid victim's name is jane. i hope the news about her husband isn't true... there was also an article about this middle-aged man who married this elderly lady old enough to his mother. they looked really in love but isn't there something called commitment too??? oh well...

gone to the airport today and bought lots of cute japanese snacks like instant spagetti mentaiko!!! and instant caramel popcorn!!!

on saturday, leong got a pink balloon for me while we walked to NYC and it kept smacking us in the face! jojo didn't mind the balloon in class coz he liked balloons and he liked pink. this sec2 girl whom i STILL keep forgetting to ask whats her name drew his face on the balloon and converted it to our personal punching bag, haha!


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Thursday, September 15, 2005


i think grace is sucha nice big sister...
And FF7:AC is out... but so expensive, its like trying to glaze or solder your wallet with a solder bit instead of the usual burning thing.

oh, i finally remembered so enough crap... I PASSED! i passed all 6 of my modules!! Yippie! Later on, at 11:30am i'll be meeting mei hui for a yummy buffet at Suki Sushi!! ....Coz we BOTH passed our exams!! Sigh, it's great to be me.

leong, well, has always been smsing me since the day we met and this was one of those many times when he said something funny: I pushed myself with 3 max2 and 2 extreme games today and now my right foot hurts. ....BWA HAHA HAHA HAHA HAHA HAHA!!

ok ok, we should move on before he comes to flame me... Today's updates as a D&D adventurer, my henchman died 3 times, familiar 2 times and summoned monster 1 time. but Tomi is sooooo cute!! he's the cutest halfling i've known besides rumblebelly regis, haha... damn... why did i pick to be a male sorcerer? >.< oh yeah, coz all the girls looked super ugly...


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Tuesday, September 13, 2005


i visited kor kor at the hospital today, was so puffed out that i ended up sleeping on his bed instead while he took a chair. As usual, nodwick continues to poke fun of the D&D world... Some claims made were pretty much contradictions, like dwarves being able to crack jokes, elves are the perfect straight men, halflings flooding the adventurer's mind with endless jokes and orcs that want help from you but always know they'll betray you later on. i wish i knew more people who played D&D, though stereo-typicals usually label it as some cult or crud like that.

with my ever zealous mp3 player, i annoyed this old lady sitting next to me on the bus by playing Gesshouku Grand Guignol...


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Sunday, September 11, 2005


OMG, the getbackers LJ is sooo funny! where on earth do they come up with all those jokes and crap like that? Sigh, its always a welcoming place where one can laugh out loud until they fall off their chairs and roll on the floor crying. OK, stuff related to that >>> i finally got the super cool dubbed version of the getbackers dvd from best denki, that unnamed guy there rocks! he called me persistantly when the new stock of anime dvds came!! err, i think i had 3 missed calls until i felt my butt vibrate. or was it my bag? hmmm... anyway, the dvd i got at the Anime House wasn't as good as the dubbing was hilariously lousy!! they translated Ban's name as Fan, hahahahaha!!!!
but OMG again!! i saw a Kira cushion at KKnM for $20.40!! i must consult higher powers on whether to purchase it...

and as i have read, from my previous entry... i have realised that maybe i am not a killjoy, its just that life is never greener on the other side. like when i went for AAA last last week, i made a new friend called ming ni, she's so funny! she reminds me of mei yin coz i thought she was a first year student too, haha... and i found out how old mei yin is, heh heh... but i guess women above 20 never reveal their age. Oops, ahahahaha!
and the events that happened during JMD past 2 weeks went well for me coz selphie's sucha... Ugh, its like she blatantly ignores me! i hope i meet her dentist and yank all of her ugly buck teeth out with my trusty pliers!

and again, i can't believe there was a cosplay event yesterday!! why don't people tell me these things!?

last week for me was like grace overload, its like i kept going out with her. oh well, jc friends are usually too busy on weekdays to do anything together. and i'm booked on weekends so that leaves out a lot of options. but i got to play neverwinter nights!! its so funny, good old chibi-chan and tomi got to massacre the enemy before i could even cast magic missile. No wait, i didn't even catch a glimpse of the enemy, its like your companions are enemy magnets or something...
i read the Icewind Dale Trilogy!! Drizzt is sooooo cute!! and his pet kitty too!! i like the way salvatore writes his stuff, its simple to imagine yet every detail is still very alive and vivid. to me, colfer's descriptions are perpetually undecipherable... the pain of reading artemis fowl stories, but the dialogue is still witty and arty is the ultra cool guy harry'll never be. Maybe its 'coz he's super smart and kn0ws not to act stupid. the way arty controls himself not to be childish and instead, fuming silently is soooo cute!!!

Sigh, that's that for now. Currently working on my peppita bangles...


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